since day one, I knew I was the lucky one ... but I just don't wanna admit it ... by now, though things are all going so well ... I still don't wanna admit it ... "Lucky" is a word that others describe me ... and I admitted it and believed it... but to look back... being lucky is not the most critical element to get the job done.... I worked hard for it ... and now I start to think ... maybe there is never a luck to me ... nothing comes easily, as "no pain no gain " I know I need to work so hard this time ... noone knows what would happen next... no matter it is a so-called "luck"or maybe eventually turn out to be a disaster ... just do it and experience the bittersweet! I really hope I can .... | 
